AngelofFireyWrath

i sit alone on the empty storm tossed sea my guiding star once bright now fades from view frigid waves crash into my small vessel i bail water as fast as i can the water fills the vessel faster then i can remove it dense fog rolls in obscuring everything the vessel sinks, i tread water trying to stay afloat my vow carries me on, forces me to fight slowly i tire, and start to sink under the surface just as i slip underneath into the icy depths i shout I will always love you!!! the guiding star, blinks once and goes dark as deeper i descend into the storm tossed sea.

all my hopes, my dreams lay shattered on the floor my heart still calls out to you, but you cant hear me anymore i watch from outside of myself as you live the life we could have had the road i walk becomes blurred where once it seemed so clear and the future seems less certain when once i had no doubts i am so alone, even in a crowd without you beside me my joy has fled life seems to be slipping from me untill only an empty shell remains

you ask me how i know if you are the one i know i cant stop thinking of you i know i close my eyes and see your face i know when you are near my heart pounds like a hammer i know when you are gone my heart breaks into a million pieces i know we you touch me, its like electricity, a connection i know i dont want a moment without you i know i want to give everthing to you i know i want you beside me, forever i know that little voice in my head screams dont let her go i know i only wish that you knew what i know

what do you do when you cant stop thinking about someone? what do you do when their mere sight takes your breath away? what do you do when their slightest touch causes your heart to race? what do you do when when you cant stand being apart from them? what do you do when every time you close your eyes you still see them what do you do when you cant sleep at night? what do you do when you cant eat? what do you do when they leave? what do you do when they don't feel as you do anymore? what do you do? SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT DO I DO!

My Bright angel after living in darkness, you brought me into light and blinkingly i beheld a bright angel you took my hand and kissed me softly and whispered to me your love i was in heaven touched me so deeply i never want to lose you i want to be the one beside you to never leave you through lifes ups and downs to share a life with you to experiance the world with you i give you my heart be gentle with it hold it close to yours always its all i have to give im not a rich man im sorry i couldnt give you more i love you my bright Angel never forget me

Screaming in my head screaming in my head where no one can hear i feel like a caged animal i want to escape so many thoughts and feelings inside i just wish for a day that they would go hide im waiting forever for a love that may never return. mistakes in my life i have made a few, but i'll never think one was loving you i wish we could just start over again and do things right be there to hold you and kiss you at night. to take away your pain and hurt. i dont know what the future will hold, i know that its with you i wish to grow old maybe these things will come to pass and maybe they wont i'll try to live with the hurt, as well